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Faizan
When I met Wain in 2015, I thought that our paths had crossed in order for us to make videos together. For a little while before this, I had been looking for someone who made videos.
Not just anyone would do, though, as I was looking for someone who would be able to relate to where I was coming from. So, when I met him, I thought that all the pieces of the puzzle were coming together.
On The Path
In addition to having all the equipment that was needed to make videos, he was also someone who was into self-development. Yet, this didn't mean that he felt the need to be happy all the time or to always have positive thoughts.
This was someone who wasn't willing to simply live on the surface of life; he wanted to go deeper. Another way of looking at this would be to say that he wasn't into this subject just to experience pleasure or to avoid himself.
The Theme
After we first met, we started to get together every now and then, and I was surprised by how deep he was. He didn't agree with everything I came out with and he would come out with the reason why this wasn't the case soon after.
It was then not about him disagreeing for the sake of it, he wasn't argumentative. As a result of this, I often felt uncomfortable and was unsure as to what his intentions were.
A Gradual Adjustment
The reason for this was that although part of me knew that he wasn't doing this for the sake of it, another part of me wasn't fully present. This part of me remembered what it was like when I was criticised as a child.
Not just anyone would do, though, as I was looking for someone who would be able to relate to where I was coming from. So, when I met him, I thought that all the pieces of the puzzle were coming together.
On The Path
In addition to having all the equipment that was needed to make videos, he was also someone who was into self-development. Yet, this didn't mean that he felt the need to be happy all the time or to always have positive thoughts.
This was someone who wasn't willing to simply live on the surface of life; he wanted to go deeper. Another way of looking at this would be to say that he wasn't into this subject just to experience pleasure or to avoid himself.
The Theme
After we first met, we started to get together every now and then, and I was surprised by how deep he was. He didn't agree with everything I came out with and he would come out with the reason why this wasn't the case soon after.
It was then not about him disagreeing for the sake of it, he wasn't argumentative. As a result of this, I often felt uncomfortable and was unsure as to what his intentions were.
A Gradual Adjustment
The reason for this was that although part of me knew that he wasn't doing this for the sake of it, another part of me wasn't fully present. This part of me remembered what it was like when I was criticised as a child.
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