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Faizan
After I had been into self-development for a few years, in the middle of 2005, I learnt about the effect that our thoughts, emotions and beliefs have on how we experience life. I think the first time I had heard about his was when I read 'The Power of the Subconscious Mind', by Joseph Murphy.
Shortly after this, I read a number of books by Dr Robert Anthony, followed by a CD program called 'The Secret of Deliberate Creation'. I was amazed by what I heard and wanted to tell other people about it.
Inner Conflict
Nevertheless, while part of me felt energised by what I was reading and listening to, another part of me was full of doubt. This was a time in my life when I felt powerless and as though I couldn't do anything to change my life.
So, although part of me wanted to believe that I actually had an effect on my life and that I wasn't a victim, another part of me just wasn't having it. And the part of me that didn't believe this was the part that was the strongest.
The Source
It could be said that it was my unconscious mind that wasn't on board with this idea; whereas my conscious mind was. This meant that there was a lot for resistance, but this other part of me wasn't willing to give up
During this time, I learnt how important it was for me to observe my thoughts and to be careful what I think about. Along with all the effort that I was putting in to train my mind, I felt the need to share what I was learning with others.
One Focus
I felt as though I had to share what I as learning, and that it wouldn't be right for me to keep this to myself. After all, I believed that I was learning about something that was extremely powerful.
Therefore, I believed that if I held back and didn't say anything, it would have been similar to me having a cure for a disease and not sharing it with the world. To be more precise, that's how I saw it at the time.
Shortly after this, I read a number of books by Dr Robert Anthony, followed by a CD program called 'The Secret of Deliberate Creation'. I was amazed by what I heard and wanted to tell other people about it.
Inner Conflict
Nevertheless, while part of me felt energised by what I was reading and listening to, another part of me was full of doubt. This was a time in my life when I felt powerless and as though I couldn't do anything to change my life.
So, although part of me wanted to believe that I actually had an effect on my life and that I wasn't a victim, another part of me just wasn't having it. And the part of me that didn't believe this was the part that was the strongest.
The Source
It could be said that it was my unconscious mind that wasn't on board with this idea; whereas my conscious mind was. This meant that there was a lot for resistance, but this other part of me wasn't willing to give up
During this time, I learnt how important it was for me to observe my thoughts and to be careful what I think about. Along with all the effort that I was putting in to train my mind, I felt the need to share what I was learning with others.
One Focus
I felt as though I had to share what I as learning, and that it wouldn't be right for me to keep this to myself. After all, I believed that I was learning about something that was extremely powerful.
Therefore, I believed that if I held back and didn't say anything, it would have been similar to me having a cure for a disease and not sharing it with the world. To be more precise, that's how I saw it at the time.
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